-=Leave It Be=-
Bah. this is awfully troublesome. Cant get enrolled into school. Something tells me i am not going to graduate on time unless i can brew up a miracle to save my arse. I cannot rid myself of this feeling for the life of me. The worst of it all is....i can no longer decide on anything. Times like these cause me to ask the following:
Why is my life set up with future altering problems around every corner?
Why cant I seem to take hold of anything and keep it?
Why cant these two sides to me come to some agreement?
Why cant I leave whats no longer there behind?
the list goes on..
But "why" isnt whats important.
Creating solutions is.
I just wish i had more time. Life is too short for me to answer all of these questions. I just wish we could consciously carry the memories from this life into the next... only then will lifes questions be answered and ones soul would be allowed to rest. One would have lifetime upon lifetime to get it all figured out.......
My my......Life is the biggest contradiction.
...yet another reason to end it.
and the list grows on
Why is my life set up with future altering problems around every corner?
Why cant I seem to take hold of anything and keep it?
Why cant these two sides to me come to some agreement?
Why cant I leave whats no longer there behind?
the list goes on..
But "why" isnt whats important.
Creating solutions is.
I just wish i had more time. Life is too short for me to answer all of these questions. I just wish we could consciously carry the memories from this life into the next... only then will lifes questions be answered and ones soul would be allowed to rest. One would have lifetime upon lifetime to get it all figured out.......
My my......Life is the biggest contradiction.
...yet another reason to end it.
and the list grows on