May 27, 2008 07:00
i just realized that upon understanding who i am, there are absolutely no redeeming qualities to me. absolutely none.
anyway, i think i've finally faded out of existence. it's cool though. it's entirely understandable since everything i appear to represent is impossible to justify.
enough of that dreary bullshit, though. at least you now know that i still think about stuff as opposed to refusing to gaze into the past at all.
regardless.
i want to fucking do something with my life rather than just rot away like this. i always -want- to do something, but i never get around to doing it and instead waste days deliberating over whether or not i should do anything at all. there aren't enough days in this life.
i'll likely be dead before i ever man up and decide.