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Im just going to let myself go.
My name is Allison Clifton. I am adopted. recently its been depressing me. i think it always does around my birthday. Last year i cried. this year.. i guess maybe i dont care who loves me. no i think i do... thats probably just a cover up. Ive been covering up alot. I dont think anyone acturally knows my life story.. except maaaaayyyyyybbbbeeee davis. who knows. alot of people are fake. im not if i dont like u.. ull know. maybe thats why im losing friends. hmmm.. i just dont care much. it sounds horrible. but if u were a true friend wouldnt u ALWAYS be there. i wish i was black. i have had many conversations about this with mr. franky kraft. im going out with him. hes an amazing boyfriend. i think im in love. thats good. hmm. that makes me happy. sometimes i think were almost too alike... like i was him and he was me in a past life. whoah. THEN i would have a huge penis. wow thats amazing. i hate wolfie. i love courtney. dont eat el pollo loco. you WILL die. (or get food poisining). im emo. im stupid. i try to be smart. but fail. maybe im just common sense stupid. maybeee. i miss playing guitar. i think im gonaa start again. i wish karla and i were still good friends. i think she hates me. alot of people hate me. thats kind of sad. i need to lose weight. i love lisa. so much. im not talented. maybe i am.. but just not at want i want to be talented in? i really cant wait till ashleys party. ghetto. elliots going. i talk to him like everyday. wow. i need a life. i need a true friend. shelby and ashli are true friends. and breanna.. and frankie... and gabby.... and rebecca... wow. alot of people. KARP. wow.shes awesome. daviss. my brother. elliot. hmm. my room bothers me. i have NO idea why. drama sucks. i wish i was better. i want to be a hippy. i made a box with courtney......and moccasins. im so native american pimp. Ashley Just called me. shes sleeping over i think. i love her. sometimes a hate myself. maybe i need therapy. i need to talk to frankie about all this. wow. i havent made out in like what... a year. no more like weeks but whatever. im going to hamilton tomorrow. so is karla ashley kayla and zaria.... AND CK! (courtney rowlings). i think 3 of those people hate me. i need to give kaylas clothes back. need mine back. ewww. 8th grade bullshit strikes again. gross. im sick of life right now. this is way to fucking long. i disgust myself. bye.