crucify the insincere
continuing my read, there was a passage in which he goes on about how he got married and that they had a child ten months later and how people started treating them differently and how he had to get his boring job to pay the mortgage and taxes etc etc.
u know how some people go on about how they want a husband and children and that pretty little house with the white picket fence? i dont want any of that... i dont want to live like that but i dont know what i want. i have this immense feeling that no matter where i am or what i am doing or who i am with or what i have accomplished, i will never be happy and i will never be satisfied. maybe i'd be ok with being just ok but i dont think that would be the case either.
argh i hate trying to explain these philosophical thoughts, it feels so pretentious which makes me not feel like continuing... maybe another time?
u know how some people go on about how they want a husband and children and that pretty little house with the white picket fence? i dont want any of that... i dont want to live like that but i dont know what i want. i have this immense feeling that no matter where i am or what i am doing or who i am with or what i have accomplished, i will never be happy and i will never be satisfied. maybe i'd be ok with being just ok but i dont think that would be the case either.
argh i hate trying to explain these philosophical thoughts, it feels so pretentious which makes me not feel like continuing... maybe another time?