Fat fatty Mcfat fat...
I don't know what's come over me. Back in the days when I was sixty pounds heavier the thought "I'm fat" just never really crossed my mind... I mean, I didn't think I was NOT fat, but I guess it was something that just didn't concern me... but as of the last two weeks or so every time I see my reflection I'm like "Bleh... I'm fuckin' fat!" Why am I thinking this way?? I can't see the difference.. I know, I know. Everybody says I look different but I simply can't SEE it. I don't feel any different... except now I think I look disgustingly fat. :( Do I have to lose ANOTHER sixty pounds before I notice a difference?