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pretty fucking rad as long as i can keep my mind off everything,which is happenin less and less.
i've already started gradually moving into matt's house.
my brother and his wife bought an amazing house,as well as my parents,too. they're both freakin awesomely amazing houses.
everyone's life seems to be going in the right direction except for mine.
why is that? why is everyone's going really well,and mine isn't.
i'm tired of masking the pain. tired of hurting,and hiding it like everything is ok.
i can't keep myself busy enough to not think about things anymore.
i want it to end....
i want to end....
i've already started gradually moving into matt's house.
my brother and his wife bought an amazing house,as well as my parents,too. they're both freakin awesomely amazing houses.
everyone's life seems to be going in the right direction except for mine.
why is that? why is everyone's going really well,and mine isn't.
i'm tired of masking the pain. tired of hurting,and hiding it like everything is ok.
i can't keep myself busy enough to not think about things anymore.
i want it to end....
i want to end....