i had a baby at 15 and daddy never did forgive me.

[reverence1love]

i'm so tired. i'm so relentless, eager to search. well i'm not finding anything. you really can't really live on love. isn't that sad? what i need is your shoulder. when i say that, let me think. let me speak. let me listen. i changed my mind, i don't want to hold on. now matter how long you're gone, no one can tell me i'm wrong. it fills me up with hope but i want to crush it all over again but i know i'll start over eventually. i don't want to use big words anymore. i don't want to learn how numbers make useless functions. i'm not in the mood to say no, really. i won't spend my time doing nothing. or waiting. i'd rather spend my time doing something. in the car, i'll be the driver. you can hold my hand to your favorite song. then the song will distract my thoughts and make me realize that you are doing exactly what the song says. shit!

i'm jealous of everything and it sucks.