sew this up with threads of reason and regret.
only once have i ever been undoubtedly in love, where i gave my all and expected his to be given in return. only once have i released my fears for the unknown to comfort. only once have i realized that love is what you make of it, it isn't supposed to be handed to you. only once have i created a bond, where the unexpected solidifies our union. only once, i declared this passion to be real, not something that I wanted it to be.
he's the only one that i would have wanted to share my christmas tree with. or write his last name with mine 1,000 times on 1 sheet of paper. or would i allow to explore every inch of my pain and secrets.
now why have i let go?
while lost in our fantasies, reality soon collides and provides a setback. you realize what is happening and you try to use your most rational judgement. I know what has happened and what has not happened. whether it be a mistake or a rite of passage, the choice has been made.
so what do i do now?
i sit back and watch the beauty of it all, observe what will falter and succeed. the tough terrain of this journey is unmistakeable but i believe we will make it.
he's the only one that i would have wanted to share my christmas tree with. or write his last name with mine 1,000 times on 1 sheet of paper. or would i allow to explore every inch of my pain and secrets.
now why have i let go?
while lost in our fantasies, reality soon collides and provides a setback. you realize what is happening and you try to use your most rational judgement. I know what has happened and what has not happened. whether it be a mistake or a rite of passage, the choice has been made.
so what do i do now?
i sit back and watch the beauty of it all, observe what will falter and succeed. the tough terrain of this journey is unmistakeable but i believe we will make it.