i can't hear you, i've got bananas in my fucking ears
so my computer decided to hibernate on me, losing my 3 hour effort of an essay... yeah! so fuck that! i decided to take a gander at myspaces but im sick of those. here i am retreating to the good ol live journal!
how does this violence measure up to the survival of so called goodness? it just doesn't. this was my outlook and now i've convinced myself that i'm crazy. in all deceptions that i have beared, this is the toughest to fight. only to you, its not deception. it's love. that little thing called love.
damn it all to hell!
today i went iceskating. it was fun, a cheap thrill for 45 minutes and lots of giggles. on my way home, i decided... (don't you just love those brief decisions, because you are prompt and determined that this is what it is) ...that my life is good, i'm happy, i'm friendly, in school, doing the job thing, bought myself some pleasureable items, my mom made me dank breakfast this morning, hell my boobs are even getting bigger, can't beat that! but offf cooouuurrrrse if only i could think of something to do with that certain someone. i need a rope to tie me down from banging on his window. i wish he would throw some more peppercorns at mine :\ its only 1133 tho. im still waiting!
tteppopuoyevoli.
how does this violence measure up to the survival of so called goodness? it just doesn't. this was my outlook and now i've convinced myself that i'm crazy. in all deceptions that i have beared, this is the toughest to fight. only to you, its not deception. it's love. that little thing called love.
damn it all to hell!
today i went iceskating. it was fun, a cheap thrill for 45 minutes and lots of giggles. on my way home, i decided... (don't you just love those brief decisions, because you are prompt and determined that this is what it is) ...that my life is good, i'm happy, i'm friendly, in school, doing the job thing, bought myself some pleasureable items, my mom made me dank breakfast this morning, hell my boobs are even getting bigger, can't beat that! but offf cooouuurrrrse if only i could think of something to do with that certain someone. i need a rope to tie me down from banging on his window. i wish he would throw some more peppercorns at mine :\ its only 1133 tho. im still waiting!
tteppopuoyevoli.