So long since my last entry
So I havent' written in forever but I feel the need to write or at least quazi up date you up date you on the goings on of my life, so yeah I've been verry busy and supper stressed but it's hopefull going to calm down soon.
So yeah adam and I broke up it was both of our faults and ended rather abruptly but sort of was heading down hill to both of our faults and um thats that.
I started dating a wonderful guy little over 3 months ago by the name of Randy. We are happily in love and he means the world and more to me, he puts up with all of my bullshit and the poem that is in the entry prior is kinda relative to him.
I also helpped out with a play last semester and that was hell on earth but pretty fun as well but I don't miss that at all. I ended up doing the costumes with my friend julie and had the smallest but most fun part I could have ever asked for.....(stroke stroke... I like it.. you would) thats for those of you who know what I am talking about. (wink)
what else could I update you all on? Um lets see so now it's a new semester and I am almost complete with my life here at lincoln college and all. I dont' know where I am goign to school next year and I have a few places I would like to apply but haven't yet. part of the reason for that is that I screwed up on my grades a little well a lot of bit this first semester this year and I ahve to make a hasty recovery.
On a positive note I am due to go see some one about my little problem that I ahve and I should be started on some medication shortly there after not that that is somethign that is going to immeadiatly going to solve all of my problems but it's a start and I hope and pray that it will help me.
What else, oh did I mention randy yeah I love him. I'v enever been in a relation shi[ where the lines of communication are so open and free flowing well for the most part and if it is ever lacking then it is on my part not his. I think thats where I have grown, we work both ways and talk about everything , the greatest bit is that he knows all of the same stupid stuff that I do .. all the saterday night live balogna and such we could go on for hours about that.... yeay. I got to meet his family and spend new years with him that was great and I loved it all!
I think the best part aobut my whole christmas break was going into the city to drop him off at the train station so he could go home ... it was the most random trip and it was so much fun even tho we had to get up at the butt crack of dawn to go there ... we just walked around and talked and stood in grant park taking in all the snow that covered the city! ahhh it was nice... sorry for the lack of brillance in my words i'm just kinda in aww.. that and I am supposed to be workin g for my boss right now and subing at her job .... but I'm not all that into it and there is no one calling there for there is no need for me to answer the phones at all..... hmmmm
oh I'm an RA at the school that I go to and I have just abou thad it up to here with this job and I have a meeting in a little while with my other boss to discuss the problems that I have with it ... and I may have half the mind to quit if I am not pursuaded other wise in due time!
Don't want to deal with this shit any more....
any way I think this is a due enough updat for the rest of the world and i will be talking with you more later as things here unfold maybe as soon as tonight if I end up quitting.... that and there are many other details that I have left out.
So yeah adam and I broke up it was both of our faults and ended rather abruptly but sort of was heading down hill to both of our faults and um thats that.
I started dating a wonderful guy little over 3 months ago by the name of Randy. We are happily in love and he means the world and more to me, he puts up with all of my bullshit and the poem that is in the entry prior is kinda relative to him.
I also helpped out with a play last semester and that was hell on earth but pretty fun as well but I don't miss that at all. I ended up doing the costumes with my friend julie and had the smallest but most fun part I could have ever asked for.....(stroke stroke... I like it.. you would) thats for those of you who know what I am talking about. (wink)
what else could I update you all on? Um lets see so now it's a new semester and I am almost complete with my life here at lincoln college and all. I dont' know where I am goign to school next year and I have a few places I would like to apply but haven't yet. part of the reason for that is that I screwed up on my grades a little well a lot of bit this first semester this year and I ahve to make a hasty recovery.
On a positive note I am due to go see some one about my little problem that I ahve and I should be started on some medication shortly there after not that that is somethign that is going to immeadiatly going to solve all of my problems but it's a start and I hope and pray that it will help me.
What else, oh did I mention randy yeah I love him. I'v enever been in a relation shi[ where the lines of communication are so open and free flowing well for the most part and if it is ever lacking then it is on my part not his. I think thats where I have grown, we work both ways and talk about everything , the greatest bit is that he knows all of the same stupid stuff that I do .. all the saterday night live balogna and such we could go on for hours about that.... yeay. I got to meet his family and spend new years with him that was great and I loved it all!
I think the best part aobut my whole christmas break was going into the city to drop him off at the train station so he could go home ... it was the most random trip and it was so much fun even tho we had to get up at the butt crack of dawn to go there ... we just walked around and talked and stood in grant park taking in all the snow that covered the city! ahhh it was nice... sorry for the lack of brillance in my words i'm just kinda in aww.. that and I am supposed to be workin g for my boss right now and subing at her job .... but I'm not all that into it and there is no one calling there for there is no need for me to answer the phones at all..... hmmmm
oh I'm an RA at the school that I go to and I have just abou thad it up to here with this job and I have a meeting in a little while with my other boss to discuss the problems that I have with it ... and I may have half the mind to quit if I am not pursuaded other wise in due time!
Don't want to deal with this shit any more....
any way I think this is a due enough updat for the rest of the world and i will be talking with you more later as things here unfold maybe as soon as tonight if I end up quitting.... that and there are many other details that I have left out.