Coping

Jan 31, 2006 18:27

I'm depressed. I had grand plans for today. I had a wonderful friend and photographer and a wonderful friend and makeup artist and a wonderful friend and model and I had stayed up all night sewing, and I had a new wig and new shoes and was waxed and perfumed and glamorous. Locations were set times were set and lo and behold.....it fucking snowed. AGAIN! Such are the hazards of being a pornographer who lives in the northeast. FUCK! This hapened to me LAST time I had grand plans for a photoshoot too! What the hell!
Is the world telling me not to make porn with boys? because, dear and loyal fans, that's exactly what I was going to do today. take dirty photos with a super fine boy who will hopefully be on this site sometime soon.
Needless to say, I am upset and more than a little depressed. So I threw a temper tantrum like a little girl who didn't get her way for a while. Then I calmed down and stated to write.
Plans to attend the Boston fetish flea got foiled last weekend as well. I threw a little fit about that too. And I'm going to LA soon and I REALLY hope that doesn't somehow get fucked up. I've just been absolutely drowing in work, which is great! Don't get me wrong, just trying to keep my head above water is hard sometimes.
Which is why I then go into my archives of photos and look at photos of happier times...like this set with Juicy
stay tuned for part two tomorrow
and I PROMISE, goddess willing I am going to be giving you some amaaaaaaaaazing new shoots soon.
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