Between you, me, and the dead.
Herro, LJ.
Said it before, say it again. Life is crazy.
So, things have picked up with Ellie a LOT faster than I ever anticipated. She stayed the night with me the other night... and uh... yeah, it's like that now, basically. ;) I'm discovering that deep down, she's a lot sweeter than she ever lets on, and I like that. It was a very memorable night. I'm not supposed to tell anyone about any of it, but not many people read this anyway, and y'all are my friends, so fuck it.
I pulled up to Cici's the next morning, she was with me and she was wearing my Pantera shirt. Her ex-fiance was there waiting for us. Threw a fit because she didn't come home that night and it was pretty obvious where she was. I thought I was gonna have to get out of the car and stomp a mudhole in his face if he didn't chill, but thankfully for him, he shut his mouth and fucked off before it came to that. They were engaged after being together like 7 years, but she caught him cheating and it's over. They still have to live together for a little longer thanks to a lease and he has a tendency to be physically abusive with her, and I swear to god if I see one more bruise on her I'm going to annihilate his midget ass in her honor. I haven't seen her since then and I really hope she's doing alright.
Work has sucked lately, not only because it's so hellaciously busy and because I've been insanely sleep deprived, but mainly because Brianna's always around, and until the other day she was on quite a mean streak towards me. Although I've been nothing but sweet and civil and nice to her, she decided she wanted to be a snot to me for whatever reason. So I've told her I'm not even going to talk to her anymore... yesterday at work I never once so much as acknowledged her presence or looked her in the eye, and I can tell it ate away at her. She'd say something to me and I wasn't even hearing it. For now I'm going to say she's dead to me, though I wouldn't prefer it to stay that way for too long. But I do have to make a point. She did send me a message the other day pretty much apologizing for everything... for the way our relationship went, and how she's handled things the wrong way, told me she genuinely cared for me, and all that. I damn near keeled over with shock. The Bri I knew and loved actually resurfaced there for a minute. Thought I'd never see it again.
Anyway. Time to turn yet another page and keep on keepin' on.
Said it before, say it again. Life is crazy.
So, things have picked up with Ellie a LOT faster than I ever anticipated. She stayed the night with me the other night... and uh... yeah, it's like that now, basically. ;) I'm discovering that deep down, she's a lot sweeter than she ever lets on, and I like that. It was a very memorable night. I'm not supposed to tell anyone about any of it, but not many people read this anyway, and y'all are my friends, so fuck it.
I pulled up to Cici's the next morning, she was with me and she was wearing my Pantera shirt. Her ex-fiance was there waiting for us. Threw a fit because she didn't come home that night and it was pretty obvious where she was. I thought I was gonna have to get out of the car and stomp a mudhole in his face if he didn't chill, but thankfully for him, he shut his mouth and fucked off before it came to that. They were engaged after being together like 7 years, but she caught him cheating and it's over. They still have to live together for a little longer thanks to a lease and he has a tendency to be physically abusive with her, and I swear to god if I see one more bruise on her I'm going to annihilate his midget ass in her honor. I haven't seen her since then and I really hope she's doing alright.
Work has sucked lately, not only because it's so hellaciously busy and because I've been insanely sleep deprived, but mainly because Brianna's always around, and until the other day she was on quite a mean streak towards me. Although I've been nothing but sweet and civil and nice to her, she decided she wanted to be a snot to me for whatever reason. So I've told her I'm not even going to talk to her anymore... yesterday at work I never once so much as acknowledged her presence or looked her in the eye, and I can tell it ate away at her. She'd say something to me and I wasn't even hearing it. For now I'm going to say she's dead to me, though I wouldn't prefer it to stay that way for too long. But I do have to make a point. She did send me a message the other day pretty much apologizing for everything... for the way our relationship went, and how she's handled things the wrong way, told me she genuinely cared for me, and all that. I damn near keeled over with shock. The Bri I knew and loved actually resurfaced there for a minute. Thought I'd never see it again.
Anyway. Time to turn yet another page and keep on keepin' on.