the best thing i think i can do to move on is stay where i am.
i still have my second interview for city year boston, but i am staying here. the more i think about it the more obvious it seems. when i listen to my head there are lots of reasons to leave. when i listen to my heart there are more reasons to stay. so i am staying & i am working in the garden & doing
a biodynamics apprenticeship at the pfeiffer center. i am looking into some distance learning stuff for waldorf (high school) teacher training. there is a place in new hampshire where i might be able to do it...more about that later.
once i realized i was staying i felt really relieved.