Downside risk
The bad news for the week is that I've come to conclusion that my treatment isn't working. My pain has really ramped up over the last week. It's in a couple of places but really bad around my liver area. I'm about 99% sure the drugs aren't working. Damned depressing. It was really bad this morning, but the narcotics help keep it down to a dullish ache.
I'm half tempted not to go back from my next treatment but I'll probably go and see it through. I need to talk with Dr D'Amato about what to do next anyway. There aren't a lot of choices left. I'll probably try to review the films from before and after the Ifosfamide to see if they can tell us anything. I could try more cycles of that. Other than that, it's trial land, and I'm really scared about the idea of waiting for more treatment. I told work today that there's a good chance that I'll go out on disability soon. Porbably after the scans.
I'm half tempted not to go back from my next treatment but I'll probably go and see it through. I need to talk with Dr D'Amato about what to do next anyway. There aren't a lot of choices left. I'll probably try to review the films from before and after the Ifosfamide to see if they can tell us anything. I could try more cycles of that. Other than that, it's trial land, and I'm really scared about the idea of waiting for more treatment. I told work today that there's a good chance that I'll go out on disability soon. Porbably after the scans.