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so i'm at the vid tonight.
i'm hanging with people then they leave...
this guy shows up...
he starts chit chatting and plays a game of pool or two.
then he starts asking my life's ambitions and starts berating me ...subtly...and gains my favour.
in a sense.
then starts trying to recruit me. for what i don't know. i'm happy in my own world. i have my hangups but he starts trying to shake them. then i realize he's a drug dealer and he's trying to recruit me. for what i don't know. all i know is that "i'll give you 100 bucks to see how things are in my life just for an hour. . . then it's up to you" .... how does this happen at the vid? (rhetorical) is this serendipity? NOOOO!!!!!! i'm never going to deal drugs..i don't care how relevant your point can be or how well you sell yourself. you are a piece of shit and i'm not going to devote any portion of my life to lessening or devastating someone else's. i don't care how charismatic you are. you are still a piece of shit in my eyes and fuck you for trying to relate to me. it was probably the most frightening thing i've ever dealt with because the man was so amiable and seemed to want to "help" me. but, shit...he didn't and was just wanting a person he could count on to help him. fuck, that was seriously the craziest thing that's happened to me since i've been in bloomington.
i'm hanging with people then they leave...
this guy shows up...
he starts chit chatting and plays a game of pool or two.
then he starts asking my life's ambitions and starts berating me ...subtly...and gains my favour.
in a sense.
then starts trying to recruit me. for what i don't know. i'm happy in my own world. i have my hangups but he starts trying to shake them. then i realize he's a drug dealer and he's trying to recruit me. for what i don't know. all i know is that "i'll give you 100 bucks to see how things are in my life just for an hour. . . then it's up to you" .... how does this happen at the vid? (rhetorical) is this serendipity? NOOOO!!!!!! i'm never going to deal drugs..i don't care how relevant your point can be or how well you sell yourself. you are a piece of shit and i'm not going to devote any portion of my life to lessening or devastating someone else's. i don't care how charismatic you are. you are still a piece of shit in my eyes and fuck you for trying to relate to me. it was probably the most frightening thing i've ever dealt with because the man was so amiable and seemed to want to "help" me. but, shit...he didn't and was just wanting a person he could count on to help him. fuck, that was seriously the craziest thing that's happened to me since i've been in bloomington.