there.
everyone has left and i can drop the facade.
i've been working all night and there have been people here all night and i just haven't wanted to get into the situation with anyone, so i've been holding up for the last 5 hours and i can't do it anymore.
tonight i mourn for the future i thought i would have. for all that i worked for in this coffeeshop, with him in person and with him in spirit. without him it would have been nothing. so, if nothing else, i am grateful for that.
i've been working all night and there have been people here all night and i just haven't wanted to get into the situation with anyone, so i've been holding up for the last 5 hours and i can't do it anymore.
tonight i mourn for the future i thought i would have. for all that i worked for in this coffeeshop, with him in person and with him in spirit. without him it would have been nothing. so, if nothing else, i am grateful for that.