funny, isn't it?
just watched marisa's girls' ballet performance, and it was so beautiful, and made me miss dancing so much...i miss lots of things lately. i feel like i've left behind a big part of what's me, in the last few years. admittedly they were all parts i was self-conscious about, but perhaps i need to work on building confidence in those areas more than anything else?
anyway, what was originally on my mind to post about tonight is this:
what is my ideal relationship? do i have unreasonable expectations?
so this is what i want:
-self-confidence
-simultaneous appreciation for how inconsequential we really are.
-loves me intensely
-able to work hard, sacrifice sleep and toys for their goals
-usually able to not take criticisms/arguments personally
-appreciate my input, but have original ideas too (i don't want to be a steamroller, but i don't want to be ignored either)
-have some quirky habit or philosophy, but don't get uptight if others disagree with it.
(i guess that's my biggest thing...i'm tired of people who take themselves too seriously. i mean, of course you are the most important person in your life. and you have to do your best to do what's right by you. but that being said, nothing really matters, in the end. everything can change with the slightest change in perception. so don't put so much stock in your beliefs or ideas, cuz then it's just embarrassing when you have to change your stance.)
essentially, i suppose, i want someone who's a lot like me. but not too much like me, cuz then i'd probly kill them. but i think my personal philosophy of taking everything with a grain of salt makes me a bit too logical for most people, and can make people impatient. i'm not exactly the most patient listener. i kinda just want people to get over it, or do something about their sitch. but that being said, i like to talk and listen. but don't be irritated by my can-do attitude. that's what i do. i get presented with problems and i offer my suggestions for solutions. the end. and if that pisses you off, then i don't expect our relationship to last for long.
anyway, what was originally on my mind to post about tonight is this:
what is my ideal relationship? do i have unreasonable expectations?
so this is what i want:
-self-confidence
-simultaneous appreciation for how inconsequential we really are.
-loves me intensely
-able to work hard, sacrifice sleep and toys for their goals
-usually able to not take criticisms/arguments personally
-appreciate my input, but have original ideas too (i don't want to be a steamroller, but i don't want to be ignored either)
-have some quirky habit or philosophy, but don't get uptight if others disagree with it.
(i guess that's my biggest thing...i'm tired of people who take themselves too seriously. i mean, of course you are the most important person in your life. and you have to do your best to do what's right by you. but that being said, nothing really matters, in the end. everything can change with the slightest change in perception. so don't put so much stock in your beliefs or ideas, cuz then it's just embarrassing when you have to change your stance.)
essentially, i suppose, i want someone who's a lot like me. but not too much like me, cuz then i'd probly kill them. but i think my personal philosophy of taking everything with a grain of salt makes me a bit too logical for most people, and can make people impatient. i'm not exactly the most patient listener. i kinda just want people to get over it, or do something about their sitch. but that being said, i like to talk and listen. but don't be irritated by my can-do attitude. that's what i do. i get presented with problems and i offer my suggestions for solutions. the end. and if that pisses you off, then i don't expect our relationship to last for long.