well then.
what a great fuckin day.
in the space of 12 hours i've lost the two best friends that i've made in pittsburgh. the one is a basic personality difference that i'm pretty sure isn't gonna change so there's not much i can do about that one.
but the other....well, we'll see. it's so far beyond complicated that it's absurd. so i'll just be patient and see what happens. i lasted damn near 3 years without a real friend in pittsburgh, and now at least i've made friends with josh and rachel so maybe i can do more with them and not feel too lost.
holy hell. i cannot WAIT to get out of town for a couple days with my mom. ha. just watch, she'll end up driving me crazy and i'll just explode.
i need to go camping. alone. just surround myself with silence and beauty for a couple days. god i want that so bad.
in the space of 12 hours i've lost the two best friends that i've made in pittsburgh. the one is a basic personality difference that i'm pretty sure isn't gonna change so there's not much i can do about that one.
but the other....well, we'll see. it's so far beyond complicated that it's absurd. so i'll just be patient and see what happens. i lasted damn near 3 years without a real friend in pittsburgh, and now at least i've made friends with josh and rachel so maybe i can do more with them and not feel too lost.
holy hell. i cannot WAIT to get out of town for a couple days with my mom. ha. just watch, she'll end up driving me crazy and i'll just explode.
i need to go camping. alone. just surround myself with silence and beauty for a couple days. god i want that so bad.