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You know how sometimes people are assholes, and you don't want to call them on it, because you might have been giving out the wrong information in the first place? I hate that.
In other news, I just told the NANOWRITE website how much I'd written in ROS, and it filled up the word counter. Oops. 69,932 word, BTW.
Someone at work once asked me if Bily and Sean are "out" and I told them, no, they're not out, but it's not like they're hiding it, either. They work in a building full of extremely observant people, so, while they don't make out in supply closets, they aren't exactly telling people they live in separate homes, or even that they keep separate rooms. I think that their outness, or lack thereof, isn't really an issue for them. Sean, I think, doesn't even identify in terms of sexual identity. To me, his sexual identity is more along the lines of domination. He might be sweet to Billy, but a lot of how Sean identifies sexually is in terms of his position in the relationship(which is a lot like how he views most relationships) as in who's in "on top", both emotionally and sexually(and no, I am not discounting "topping from the bottom" here).
That's.
Yeah. I don't particularly LIKE that about Sean.
OTOH, I think Billy's really just in this place where he doesn't give a shit. He id's as bi, but he never really dealt with it or acted on it in his past life, and in his current life, well, Sean basically saved him. There's a certain amount of attachment disorder there, but I think that there's also real love. I don't think Sean would put up with pure Stockholm Syndrome.
69932 words. Shit.
In other news, I just told the NANOWRITE website how much I'd written in ROS, and it filled up the word counter. Oops. 69,932 word, BTW.
Someone at work once asked me if Bily and Sean are "out" and I told them, no, they're not out, but it's not like they're hiding it, either. They work in a building full of extremely observant people, so, while they don't make out in supply closets, they aren't exactly telling people they live in separate homes, or even that they keep separate rooms. I think that their outness, or lack thereof, isn't really an issue for them. Sean, I think, doesn't even identify in terms of sexual identity. To me, his sexual identity is more along the lines of domination. He might be sweet to Billy, but a lot of how Sean identifies sexually is in terms of his position in the relationship(which is a lot like how he views most relationships) as in who's in "on top", both emotionally and sexually(and no, I am not discounting "topping from the bottom" here).
That's.
Yeah. I don't particularly LIKE that about Sean.
OTOH, I think Billy's really just in this place where he doesn't give a shit. He id's as bi, but he never really dealt with it or acted on it in his past life, and in his current life, well, Sean basically saved him. There's a certain amount of attachment disorder there, but I think that there's also real love. I don't think Sean would put up with pure Stockholm Syndrome.
69932 words. Shit.