In the beginning it is always dark
My ego has spent all day questioning about its alternance of fleeting joy and the concept of "getting lost".
It can be said I'm selfishly asocial but they say I can't live by myself alone and sometimes It happends that I listen to them. I get overexcited when I go out but five minutes after I've entered in the club "getting lost" starts to torment me. I'm not at my ease with people around me, I'm not agorophobic just chronic shy.
I think I don't realize at all that people are not abstract entities and they'll never be as I imagine they should be.
Abstractedness and idealization... I'll never be really truly connected to reality I know.
It can be said I'm selfishly asocial but they say I can't live by myself alone and sometimes It happends that I listen to them. I get overexcited when I go out but five minutes after I've entered in the club "getting lost" starts to torment me. I'm not at my ease with people around me, I'm not agorophobic just chronic shy.
I think I don't realize at all that people are not abstract entities and they'll never be as I imagine they should be.
Abstractedness and idealization... I'll never be really truly connected to reality I know.