nnnnnnnnggeeeaaaaauuuuuughhhhhhhhh
i don't really know what that was, i just felt like having a non-intelligible opening.
so, first things first. i love how the entire theme of you life can change overnight. last night, i went to bed filling my awkward quotient for the year, yet oddly contented feeling very good about a certain conversation with a certain someone. this morning i wake up and see SNOW!!!! now i'm wicked excited, yet oddly apprehensive. i gotta drive home in this shit. i may wait a couple hours past my original planned start time, to let it clear up.
so anyways, on to my life.
god do i need this break. i've had so much on my mind recently, and so many bad days and stress, that i need to unwind. first, let me explain my ultimate bad day that i recently had.
it was a Wednesday. that means for classes that day i have chorale, japanese, and opera. I also had a meeting with sensei to re-take some old kanjii quizzes to help raise my grade. in total i actually had 4 kanjii quizzes that day. in chorale, i had my parts test. in opera, we were watching Wozzeck. If don't know Wozzeck, all you need to know is it is an atonal dissonant opera. i hate atonality. also that night, was thanksgiving dinner in alliot. my friends always go to that around 6-6:30. Opera starts at 6. fucking a, i've been looking forward to this all year. now i don't get to see pat getting messy and going in face first. Wednesday is new south park day. i had rehearsal for the christmas show at 10. south park comes on at ten. fucking a, i've been waiting for this all week. no south park. i get to rehearsal, and it's not actually rehearsal. It's fucking discussion on whether th show should actually happen. i'm still all for, but it gets dropped. not happy. all i could do is listen me some dresden dolls, and go to sleep.
other than bad days, i've been having a lot of internal drama over my feelings for a few people. thankfully, about 75% of them were resolved last night, by me being endlessly awkward.
But enough of this emo shit, lets talk happy stuff. i fucking love opera. in fact, i've decided that my senior sem project is going to be writing an operetta. let's hope i'm good at it. i got into all the classes i wanted next semester. Singing for the actor, Chief pains, religion 101 and philosophy 101. finishing off my theatre minor and working off 2 LSRs. i still need to talk to sensei to figure out if she is changing her class time next semester, and if so, when to, so i can find out if i need to independent study.
i'm actually starting to think i'd do better in independent study, cause that was i can move at my own pace, and not be embarrassed in class.
well. that's all for now. i need to take a showah and get ready for class.
so, first things first. i love how the entire theme of you life can change overnight. last night, i went to bed filling my awkward quotient for the year, yet oddly contented feeling very good about a certain conversation with a certain someone. this morning i wake up and see SNOW!!!! now i'm wicked excited, yet oddly apprehensive. i gotta drive home in this shit. i may wait a couple hours past my original planned start time, to let it clear up.
so anyways, on to my life.
god do i need this break. i've had so much on my mind recently, and so many bad days and stress, that i need to unwind. first, let me explain my ultimate bad day that i recently had.
it was a Wednesday. that means for classes that day i have chorale, japanese, and opera. I also had a meeting with sensei to re-take some old kanjii quizzes to help raise my grade. in total i actually had 4 kanjii quizzes that day. in chorale, i had my parts test. in opera, we were watching Wozzeck. If don't know Wozzeck, all you need to know is it is an atonal dissonant opera. i hate atonality. also that night, was thanksgiving dinner in alliot. my friends always go to that around 6-6:30. Opera starts at 6. fucking a, i've been looking forward to this all year. now i don't get to see pat getting messy and going in face first. Wednesday is new south park day. i had rehearsal for the christmas show at 10. south park comes on at ten. fucking a, i've been waiting for this all week. no south park. i get to rehearsal, and it's not actually rehearsal. It's fucking discussion on whether th show should actually happen. i'm still all for, but it gets dropped. not happy. all i could do is listen me some dresden dolls, and go to sleep.
other than bad days, i've been having a lot of internal drama over my feelings for a few people. thankfully, about 75% of them were resolved last night, by me being endlessly awkward.
But enough of this emo shit, lets talk happy stuff. i fucking love opera. in fact, i've decided that my senior sem project is going to be writing an operetta. let's hope i'm good at it. i got into all the classes i wanted next semester. Singing for the actor, Chief pains, religion 101 and philosophy 101. finishing off my theatre minor and working off 2 LSRs. i still need to talk to sensei to figure out if she is changing her class time next semester, and if so, when to, so i can find out if i need to independent study.
i'm actually starting to think i'd do better in independent study, cause that was i can move at my own pace, and not be embarrassed in class.
well. that's all for now. i need to take a showah and get ready for class.