The letter F

[rev_alex]

To be honest the original reason for this blog was to bitch about how much weddings suck, that was going to transition into irritation over running out of people to talk to since they have all gotten into relationships (I suck at maintaining friendships with people who are dating others.) What it all comes down to is that I'm terribly lonely. I need meaningful relationships in my life and there just aren't any left. Frankly I can't just be happy for other people being happy. It doesn't work like that. Perhaps that's selfish, but I see it as human. It feels like I should ask someone for help, but I've no idea how someone would actually be helpful and not just pull that sympathy bullshit. Then there's the question of who would I even approach? The current batch of friends would give predictable answers, counseling hasn't been of help in the past, I've never been able to approach my family with issues. The thing about all these groups is that they will provide perfectly reasonable answers, and that isn't what I'm looking for. Unreasonable emotional aid is in order, but I've no idea where to find that.

Tl;dr Fuck you for being too lazy to read