a rant
Tonight hasn't been so good. Its been very boring and on top of that one of Lynn's friends is giving her shit for blocking fucking kevin. He's a fucking sicko and said some extremely evil things to her. The fucker gets away with everything ;\ I'm fucking tired of it because he's scum. Supposedly i'm the bad guy too according to them. They claim I put ideas in her head when I'm the person that makes her happy. I'm everything Kevin isn't because he's a fucking asshole. Then his friend has the nerve to say she shouldn't bblock him? Well I'm sorry but that's bull shit and he is bull shit. What Kevin said was terrible and his friend is a fucking hypocrite for telling her this. He says he cares about her but when this shit happens he takes Kevin's side. WTF?!? Lynn is a better friend then Kevin is. :( I'm fucking tired of this little loop. It happens all the damn time. They always somehow convince her to unblock him by putting tons of pressure on her. Then three weeks of acting nice he fucking gets jealous of me and begins targetting her. I'm fucking tired of all this shit! I'm tired of her so called friends leaving her behind anytime this fuck up does something stupid. I'm the only dependable person who never leave her side no matter what happens or what she does. I know that sounds like bragging but its the truth and I'm so glad to be here for her because I love her so damn much and I'd give my life for her unlike her other friends. I sound crazy but she is everything to me and it pains me to see her left behind or insulted. She is so sweet I don't understand how some assclown can come out and say what he did. I feel kinda bad because I've been in this bad mood and she's doing so much to try to cheer me up and she is. She doesn't know it but its working because she made me laugh a few times. I'd be so lost without her. :[ This homework is helping either since I can't access my edline account to get papers I need. I'll just do it second period and see how it turns out. For the rest of tonight I'm going to study for spanish and talk to Lynn since I haven't done that much tonight.