Reflections on a Tuesday Morning
So a a few weeks ago I came to the realization that I am finally over and done with John.
Today I've discovered that he's got a new guy. It was a strange feeling, 'cause I wasn't angry that he was with someone else, particularly, it was that I'm not.
I know at least a third of my entries in here revolve around me being lonely and depressed and shit, but it really does make me feel sucky when I'm single. Strange, right?
I'm not gonna go off on that, 'cause I'm doin' my best to just go in stride from here on out. No more searching for people online. I'm just gonna be me and hope that hooks someone :-P
I do need to get out more though. It was so easy in Ireland. I could get into all those places. Here, I cannot... I must improvise.
Work's picking up again, finally. I've got a ton of stuff that I can do now, and it's pretty exciting.
Being on the Task Force is a whole new kind of challenge for me, but I like it.
Frisbee is essentially done for the year. I need to schedule one more 'passing the torch' meeting, but other than that, I'm so done.
I'm running for Pres of Alpha Psi. Joe nominated me for Pres. I was shocked, but I think I can pull it together. Who knows, maybe I will fulfill that little prophesy Debby told me when I was a freshman. I'm very excited for that.
SigEp's great. GreekWeek is beginning to wear on me. Things got pushed off, no one knows schedules, I can't make LipSync practices... not fun. But I'm going to the formal with Gillian! So That's awesome. She's gonna knock all of 'em dead. Hehe, I love it.
Dance Concert is almost done. As much as I love the dances and stuff, I'm ready to not be tied up at night anymore.
Okay, I think it's lunch time.
Woosh!
-Z
Today I've discovered that he's got a new guy. It was a strange feeling, 'cause I wasn't angry that he was with someone else, particularly, it was that I'm not.
I know at least a third of my entries in here revolve around me being lonely and depressed and shit, but it really does make me feel sucky when I'm single. Strange, right?
I'm not gonna go off on that, 'cause I'm doin' my best to just go in stride from here on out. No more searching for people online. I'm just gonna be me and hope that hooks someone :-P
I do need to get out more though. It was so easy in Ireland. I could get into all those places. Here, I cannot... I must improvise.
Work's picking up again, finally. I've got a ton of stuff that I can do now, and it's pretty exciting.
Being on the Task Force is a whole new kind of challenge for me, but I like it.
Frisbee is essentially done for the year. I need to schedule one more 'passing the torch' meeting, but other than that, I'm so done.
I'm running for Pres of Alpha Psi. Joe nominated me for Pres. I was shocked, but I think I can pull it together. Who knows, maybe I will fulfill that little prophesy Debby told me when I was a freshman. I'm very excited for that.
SigEp's great. GreekWeek is beginning to wear on me. Things got pushed off, no one knows schedules, I can't make LipSync practices... not fun. But I'm going to the formal with Gillian! So That's awesome. She's gonna knock all of 'em dead. Hehe, I love it.
Dance Concert is almost done. As much as I love the dances and stuff, I'm ready to not be tied up at night anymore.
Okay, I think it's lunch time.
Woosh!
-Z