Home sucks...

Jul 31, 2006 20:51

So apparantly, someone wants to make the time when I'm home in LI to be the most miserable time ever. Sure, I have some ups, but every summer the disappointments outweigh the good.

My father lost his job.
I lost my internship.
I couldn't get another job.
I'm belittled by my mother every day because I now work for her.
I'm insulted by my brothers for having morals.
I'm put down by my friends.
I'm not respected by the people I hold in highest regard.
I unknowingly insulted my friend.
No matter how hard I try, I can never find time to be with said friend, and thus insult her further.
My boyfriend gets into fights with his bosses.
One such fight has led to him being 'let go' from NYIT Security.
I'm an emotional wreck right now and I really don't know why.

I feel compelled to list the goods of this summer, so not to sound so depressing. They're not as big in number, but they are important.

I have a boyfriend for almost two months now.
I've helped him completely revamp his room and it's amazing now.
I have Matty at work with me.
I travelled to Jersey for a frisbee meeting and it was really good and it made me happy.
While in Jersey, I stopped by Rider and am now ecstatic to return in a month.
Jess came to visit during the 4th Of July and it was amazing to see her again (even if she left her present here :-P)
I saw Pete a few times while he was here.
Pete, Pierce, and I got things done that we've been waiting to do for a few years now.

I think that's about it.

I should get back to work before my mother yells at me for nothing again.

-Z
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