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And my holiday's over. Didn't do anything most people would fine spectacular but I do, like finally starting with fitness (because I really do need it :P), going dancing in the club (I know it's weird, but I'd never been there :P), having a hangover (call me lucky, I never had anything like that either xD), shopping in amsterdam again (and buying ANOTHER bag and spending like 25 euros more than I have, which means I'm in debt again. God.), downloading millions of songs I'd never thought I'd download and realizing most of them are really much better than my hiphopcrap (well, I can't dance to these songs :P and I can to hiphopcrap), and realizing someone I quite liked has gotten a girlfriend while I was pretending to have a life. And I went to the sauna, and I played warhammer (because one of my friends is addicted :P) and won, and I didn't sleep. Well I did ofcourse, but not like I would want to sleep during my holidays. Holidays are for catching up, not for losing more (well that too but you know what I mean).
My sister's birthday was yesterday so we had cake, and now I am really feeling like I'm gaining weight again. whyyyy. why can't I just eat anything I want and stay thin. I am so hungry at the moment and I haven't got a clue why that is, I have just had dinner and I was stuffed when it ended. It's worrying me now...
I've got another taekwondo competition on saturday and I am nervous again. Not about the tuls or anything anymore, but about the sparring. My taekwondoteacher called me last week to convince me that I should do the sparring as well, because it'd be good for me. and I really don't see what would be good about it. I get scared like shit when I spar, which probably will make me look like a girl (which I am but that's an insignificant detail I'd rather forget about now), and because of my age and belt, I probably will have to spar against my taekwondo mate. Which sucks. Even more because I am like the only girl and I am trying really hard to make the guys accept me as just another person, and not the girl who screams everytime you try to kick her. Which is not really working. My mate is afraid he'll lose. What a bitch. I am really mad at the world right now.
On a happier note, thanks to
autumnstar15I can listen to the new falloutboycd which I have been dying to get :):):) and I passed my latest test in math, which I really needed :) And I picked up my spanish study again (don't even know if I've posted it, but I bought lessonbooks and am trying to master the language by myself because our $*@^school doesn't offer it.)
And I'm going to die :| kakálookalike totally flirted with me today (according to babysis, as usual I am blind for those things) :D he had to take over the taekwondothingy because his father was gone, and he was being really sweet about everything :| as usual, I fucked the sparring up and he went in my place when I asked nicely (puppydog eyes but I wasn't expecting it to work :P), and we had a conversation again (I know I'm being a dumb person but talking to a person with an ass like that is a serious issue!) and he laughed at my stupid jokes and he kept smiling at me n stuff (did I mention he has a sixpack? ;)). so I was quite happy when I got home xD
obsessions atm: www.tickle.com, the schweinski fanmix
wispykittyhas reuploaded for me xD <33333, spankrock, nelly furtado's cd, falloutboy, shaving (summer's not so far away anymore.. :)), not having money which really pisses me off :P
My sister's birthday was yesterday so we had cake, and now I am really feeling like I'm gaining weight again. whyyyy. why can't I just eat anything I want and stay thin. I am so hungry at the moment and I haven't got a clue why that is, I have just had dinner and I was stuffed when it ended. It's worrying me now...
I've got another taekwondo competition on saturday and I am nervous again. Not about the tuls or anything anymore, but about the sparring. My taekwondoteacher called me last week to convince me that I should do the sparring as well, because it'd be good for me. and I really don't see what would be good about it. I get scared like shit when I spar, which probably will make me look like a girl (which I am but that's an insignificant detail I'd rather forget about now), and because of my age and belt, I probably will have to spar against my taekwondo mate. Which sucks. Even more because I am like the only girl and I am trying really hard to make the guys accept me as just another person, and not the girl who screams everytime you try to kick her. Which is not really working. My mate is afraid he'll lose. What a bitch. I am really mad at the world right now.
On a happier note, thanks to
autumnstar15I can listen to the new falloutboycd which I have been dying to get :):):) and I passed my latest test in math, which I really needed :) And I picked up my spanish study again (don't even know if I've posted it, but I bought lessonbooks and am trying to master the language by myself because our $*@^school doesn't offer it.)
And I'm going to die :| kakálookalike totally flirted with me today (according to babysis, as usual I am blind for those things) :D he had to take over the taekwondothingy because his father was gone, and he was being really sweet about everything :| as usual, I fucked the sparring up and he went in my place when I asked nicely (puppydog eyes but I wasn't expecting it to work :P), and we had a conversation again (I know I'm being a dumb person but talking to a person with an ass like that is a serious issue!) and he laughed at my stupid jokes and he kept smiling at me n stuff (did I mention he has a sixpack? ;)). so I was quite happy when I got home xD
obsessions atm: www.tickle.com, the schweinski fanmix
wispykittyhas reuploaded for me xD <33333, spankrock, nelly furtado's cd, falloutboy, shaving (summer's not so far away anymore.. :)), not having money which really pisses me off :P