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This insecurity that plagues me, this drive to be in control, in the know, to believe I'm the only so that I can feel like the most, is never going to leave me.
And it's going to crush me. And worse, with who it turns me into, I deserve to be crushed.
I deserve it. I deserve the destruction it'll bring me. And I should welcome it.
I'll be just like Ranger, just like all the other people I despise most.
God, that's sad.
And it's going to crush me. And worse, with who it turns me into, I deserve to be crushed.
I deserve it. I deserve the destruction it'll bring me. And I should welcome it.
I'll be just like Ranger, just like all the other people I despise most.
God, that's sad.