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I am currently sitting in(yes in) my kitchen sink with my roomates computer because that is the only place I could get reception. It isn't all that comfortable because A. my butt fills the sink and my back is digging into the back of the sink B. The melting snow is making a dripping sound that is C. making me need to go to the bathroom. But I don't want to get up because I might loose signal. I can go in the sink right? Just kidding.
I think I may be depressed. I'm not my normal cheerful self, and I think it's all the stress my sister's custody case that is causing it. I've been putting off telling her that I can't testify because I think she might kill me. Also, I see a replay of "don't ever talk to me ever again..." that my parent threw at me when I moved out at 16. Of course I see this on a much larger scale because it would be my whole family vs. just my mom and stepdad. THere's just some weird parallels between my sister's case and my dad's when he fought for custody of us. Also, the first day of court is my year anniversary from the military.
Do you ever feel like trying to drown yourself in the toilet? I don't either, but I do feel like kicking it sometimes. I also can't get myself motivated enough to write this stupid paper. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
I think I may be depressed. I'm not my normal cheerful self, and I think it's all the stress my sister's custody case that is causing it. I've been putting off telling her that I can't testify because I think she might kill me. Also, I see a replay of "don't ever talk to me ever again..." that my parent threw at me when I moved out at 16. Of course I see this on a much larger scale because it would be my whole family vs. just my mom and stepdad. THere's just some weird parallels between my sister's case and my dad's when he fought for custody of us. Also, the first day of court is my year anniversary from the military.
Do you ever feel like trying to drown yourself in the toilet? I don't either, but I do feel like kicking it sometimes. I also can't get myself motivated enough to write this stupid paper. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh