I want
There's so much that i want to say right now that i can't because i know that people read this. There is so much i want to do right now that i can't because i know people see me. There is so much i want to think right now that i can't because i dont want to break down crying. There is so much i want to laugh at right now that i cant because it all seems so serious. There is so much i want to love right now, but i can't because i wont let myself. There is so much i want, and nothing i can have. I am quite selfish.