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So something entirely odd is happening. I think I'm falling for the guy on the "b squad;" as he scornfully refers to it. The "b squad" is the odd man out. He's the guy you fool around with but don't expect anything else from. Not anything major. He's the guy you fool around with until something better comes along. He's your buddy. Your guy FRIEND.
I swear he's feeling dejected with this whole Tom mess but he won't talk to me about it. In fact, he hasn't even been speaking to me in the past few days. If he does speak, it's nothing kind and it winds up with us in a fight. He's obnoxious, inconsiderate, and cruel but I like him. I really do. I just wish he'd admit that he may like me too. Even if it is just a little bit.
Tom means nothing to me. Truthfully, he never did. And that something better I was looking for? I don't think that there is anything better than him. I hurts me to think that I've been searching for something that was right there.
I think I knew.
I just want your forgiveness. I'm an ignorant twit but you used to like that about me. I'm sorry. Just kiss me again.
I swear he's feeling dejected with this whole Tom mess but he won't talk to me about it. In fact, he hasn't even been speaking to me in the past few days. If he does speak, it's nothing kind and it winds up with us in a fight. He's obnoxious, inconsiderate, and cruel but I like him. I really do. I just wish he'd admit that he may like me too. Even if it is just a little bit.
Tom means nothing to me. Truthfully, he never did. And that something better I was looking for? I don't think that there is anything better than him. I hurts me to think that I've been searching for something that was right there.
I think I knew.
I just want your forgiveness. I'm an ignorant twit but you used to like that about me. I'm sorry. Just kiss me again.