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And this, this just sent my over the edge. Its Halley's away message
"there are two of us talking in circles
and one of us who wants to leave
in a world created for only us
an empty cage that has no key
don't you know your working with flesh and blood
carving out of jealousy
crawling into each other
it's smothering every little part of me
what kind of love is this that keeps me hanging on
despite everything it's doing to me
what is this love that keeps me coming back for more
when it will only end in misery"
I know this, because she knows this. And we haven't been friends for god, what 5 years now, and I still miss her. We've been "broken up" for longer than we were friends. And the idea that I have tears streaming down her face because I know that song, heard it sung live with her next to me. And i half to laugh because I'm in my Lilith Fair concert shirt right now.
Oh my god. Why have I fucked up everything beautiful in my life BECAUSE I CAN'T FUCKING KEEP IT IN MY PANTS
"there are two of us talking in circles
and one of us who wants to leave
in a world created for only us
an empty cage that has no key
don't you know your working with flesh and blood
carving out of jealousy
crawling into each other
it's smothering every little part of me
what kind of love is this that keeps me hanging on
despite everything it's doing to me
what is this love that keeps me coming back for more
when it will only end in misery"
I know this, because she knows this. And we haven't been friends for god, what 5 years now, and I still miss her. We've been "broken up" for longer than we were friends. And the idea that I have tears streaming down her face because I know that song, heard it sung live with her next to me. And i half to laugh because I'm in my Lilith Fair concert shirt right now.
Oh my god. Why have I fucked up everything beautiful in my life BECAUSE I CAN'T FUCKING KEEP IT IN MY PANTS