No more lies, just love
I've said it so many times, not to inform the world but to convince myself.. I kept telling everyone that I was okay. I kept denying that I had problems, and it was only hindering me from reaching my all time low just so that I would be able to start pulling myself back up again.
I can honestly say that I'm free.
No more anger and not a shred of dispair.
This is where the last chapter closed and the prologue to chapter 5 begins (and yes, there have been 4 chapters already, but that's a subject for my next post).
If there was one time that I've ever been able to say that "I'm okay," this one has to be the truest of them all...
Not because I want it to be, but because I wholeheartedly mean it. It took me a long time to get to where I stand today, but I wouldn't take back a single mistake that I've made... Because the person that blossomed from the caccoon of my loss can't imagine living with any of his newly discovered self portraits of his own personality.
I feel like I'm on top of the world, and I'm more than willing to prove to society that I am greatly needed in it's monarchy of creativity and ownership.
That, and my writing abilities have slowly been coming back to me as I've slowly rediscovered how to think for myself and not the clique that I hang with.
So I guess I'm just Thom 2.0.
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