Dec 22, 2009 19:30
I don't remember who I am.
I don't think I ever will
but i would hate to distill
the feelings that ring, still.
and to this day i'll never ever forget
the lessons that i've learned and the love that i'll beget
on second tries and lost goodbyes
i know in the end i'll be getting high fives
even if it means i'll never have to try
to lose, to fight and even to die
with this hand comes great might
and it'll sure blow your shit out of sight
and i'll never understand the words that you speak
or the feelings, nor broken words that you force me to leak
like listening in treason
on this stupid holiday season
a land that will be lost
a battle not yet fought
my last integrity is being burned to the ground
it's so sad that it has to happen to this lonely sound
of nothingness and of loss, i only wish you hadn't forgot
the feelings we shared or the memories made
it's like a body rolling over in a grave
how deep it seems that i'll never say
but these same memories will last til my dying day
so forgive me for everything that i've done
because i was only trying to have some fun
but in the forefront of it all
i think in the end, i will fall
and i'll never get back up to fight
i'll never fight a fight that i don't believe is right
and in the end i'll never see
the world as it is, for it isn't free
nor is it lonely, nor is it sad
it just exists, for the lord said "it's not me, it's you."
so, oh, my bad.