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i hate myself..
i hate myself..
i hate myself..
i hate myself..
i hate myself..

i dun tink he deserve a gurl like me.

i wish we never met in the first place..

cos im always giving him pain.

now he hate me.

im the most difficult person in the world to understand, he said.

i tink i am.

i warn him before about myself, but he just won't listen.

now i tink im nt just difficult but complicated.

why he chose me to be his gurl in the 1st place?

i just a good-for-noting gurl.

someone who is a loner.

i dun deserve to be love by him.

im afraid.
im afraid.
im afraid.

will there be a happy ending between u n me?
will we celebrate our three year anni next march 11?
will we even contact each other tomorrow?
will i ever will hear his voice again?

i hate myself.
i hate myself.
i hate myself.