ahh, good life
First off, just let me say that the show last night was way rockin, to everyone that missed it.....im sorry, really, you missed out! Secondly, today was such a good day! long....but refreshingly good. I needed a good day. Im just praising God that He made everything come together for me. ive been so stressed....too stressed.
I woke up this morning, completely dead tired....so i decided to do the right thing, and go back to sleep. I slept till about 11. Sleep is always a good experience. Then i finished up my presentation for graphics class, had some lunch. and went to art history at 12:30. Nothing special there, just the same old...trying to stay awake. Graphics right after that. The presentations went well. Eric really liked mine. It was powerpoint (my first one ever! i was excited.) anyway he said i laid it out and presented it real well. so i was happy about that. Then he really liked my logos as well, and said i had a good eye, and basically that the logos were finished like they were, and i could go on to something else. WHEE. this made me a very happy, and relieved girl. I have this thing....i am very humble when it comes to my art, music, writing etc, but i have this fear of sucking. I think that is my main motivation to work as hard as i do....i just dont want to suck!! everyone tells me im crazy for thinking that i could ever suck, crazy for worrying about it. they say im good....but i have yet to convince myself of that completely. yes i do think my stuff turns out good usually...but until then, im scared its gonna suck...so i work my tail off till it doesnt. Even then im not completely at ease until i have the general affirmation from a superior, who knows what they are doing...( i wont say teacher, because i dont always agree that they know what they're doing) anyway.....this is a problem that i am working hard at trying to overcome. Im much better than i used to be...as far as trusting myself, and gaining confidence in my work. It will grow. There is still so much that is new and unfamiliar to me....and i think that's what scares me. But its good for me. anyway wow...that got long.. LETS TALK ABOUT THE SHOW!!!
It was FABULOUS!!! and it was free....cant get much better than that. Arther Woodale was great...TIM youre too sweet!!! And Seven Places....mmmm soooo goood...they rocked out! Seth you're too great....yea, he's married *sad face*
He poured his water bottle all over me >( but it was cool, he let me sing in the mike ;)
GRRRRR!!!! i just checked my messages and I had an RA interview today....NO!!!
Im so upset i missed it....i hope i can do it tomorrow or somthing....please God let it be ok!!!
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I woke up this morning, completely dead tired....so i decided to do the right thing, and go back to sleep. I slept till about 11. Sleep is always a good experience. Then i finished up my presentation for graphics class, had some lunch. and went to art history at 12:30. Nothing special there, just the same old...trying to stay awake. Graphics right after that. The presentations went well. Eric really liked mine. It was powerpoint (my first one ever! i was excited.) anyway he said i laid it out and presented it real well. so i was happy about that. Then he really liked my logos as well, and said i had a good eye, and basically that the logos were finished like they were, and i could go on to something else. WHEE. this made me a very happy, and relieved girl. I have this thing....i am very humble when it comes to my art, music, writing etc, but i have this fear of sucking. I think that is my main motivation to work as hard as i do....i just dont want to suck!! everyone tells me im crazy for thinking that i could ever suck, crazy for worrying about it. they say im good....but i have yet to convince myself of that completely. yes i do think my stuff turns out good usually...but until then, im scared its gonna suck...so i work my tail off till it doesnt. Even then im not completely at ease until i have the general affirmation from a superior, who knows what they are doing...( i wont say teacher, because i dont always agree that they know what they're doing) anyway.....this is a problem that i am working hard at trying to overcome. Im much better than i used to be...as far as trusting myself, and gaining confidence in my work. It will grow. There is still so much that is new and unfamiliar to me....and i think that's what scares me. But its good for me. anyway wow...that got long.. LETS TALK ABOUT THE SHOW!!!
It was FABULOUS!!! and it was free....cant get much better than that. Arther Woodale was great...TIM youre too sweet!!! And Seven Places....mmmm soooo goood...they rocked out! Seth you're too great....yea, he's married *sad face*
He poured his water bottle all over me >( but it was cool, he let me sing in the mike ;)
GRRRRR!!!! i just checked my messages and I had an RA interview today....NO!!!
Im so upset i missed it....i hope i can do it tomorrow or somthing....please God let it be ok!!!
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