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my teeth hurt and work is killing me slowly. i want to quit so badly that a vile taste enters my mouth just thinking about my boss and this stupid office. i could kill him...the heinous taint. ugh.
wendie's death affected me more than i thought it would - i wish other people could have understood. that pain along with the pain from my mouth has made this weekend less than perfect. other emotional pains have subsided for now but I know I haven't heard the last of it.
I went into valley yesterday and took my placement tests - orientation is today - i'm gonna take sociology! i'm sooooo excited. never thought i'd be quivering with such anticipation at the thought of school but i am. i miss campus. i miss class. i miss learning. learning stuff that doesn't have to do with fucking computers and office technology. i'm trying desperately to get another job...HELP.
OOOH KAYA you will flip dude. fucking eddie izzard's just got a new pilot for FX - I'm HOPING my mom can pull some strings and get me a PA job (i. would. die.) that would be fucking sweet. that'd be ideeeeaaal.
in other good news, atticus had a fabulous birthday filled with new guitars and mango kush...mmmmm
my boyfriend and i are celebrating our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY on friday (awwwww) and he is buying me a brand new 18-INCH WHITE LABEL ROOR WITH A MATCHING BITCHIN ASHCATCHER to commemorate the occasion. what a sweetie. he's taking me somewhere for friday but i don't know where yet. eek i can't wait. and then drugs and fun in the mountains for atticus' belated party! yesss. once more, i find myself needing a break from my life.
ugh
wendie's death affected me more than i thought it would - i wish other people could have understood. that pain along with the pain from my mouth has made this weekend less than perfect. other emotional pains have subsided for now but I know I haven't heard the last of it.
I went into valley yesterday and took my placement tests - orientation is today - i'm gonna take sociology! i'm sooooo excited. never thought i'd be quivering with such anticipation at the thought of school but i am. i miss campus. i miss class. i miss learning. learning stuff that doesn't have to do with fucking computers and office technology. i'm trying desperately to get another job...HELP.
OOOH KAYA you will flip dude. fucking eddie izzard's just got a new pilot for FX - I'm HOPING my mom can pull some strings and get me a PA job (i. would. die.) that would be fucking sweet. that'd be ideeeeaaal.
in other good news, atticus had a fabulous birthday filled with new guitars and mango kush...mmmmm
my boyfriend and i are celebrating our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY on friday (awwwww) and he is buying me a brand new 18-INCH WHITE LABEL ROOR WITH A MATCHING BITCHIN ASHCATCHER to commemorate the occasion. what a sweetie. he's taking me somewhere for friday but i don't know where yet. eek i can't wait. and then drugs and fun in the mountains for atticus' belated party! yesss. once more, i find myself needing a break from my life.
ugh