Apr 02, 2009 01:37
I think I'm slowly wedging myself in between a rock and a hard place again. I've been feeling insanely guilty over the past few days and I don't understand why I can't just enjoy the moment rather than worry incessantly over what's going to happen tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that.
It's my 'other shoe' mentality. I find I can't enjoy things because I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop. I have a degree (mostly) in counseling, so I should probably be able to figure out how to combat that, but I don't think I'm motivated enough to change.
It would help if people didn't rub it in a little though.