Jump back on the LJ train
So it's christmas break and instead of being productive i've decided to glue myself to computer and jump back onto the LJ. I really want to see a lot of you over break! I'll probably be in San Antonio for a couple of days but other than that i'll be around. I'm going back to school in the spring and i'll be in New York over the sumemr...but for many reasons i don't think I'm ready to totally move there yet. We'll see...It's complicated and i want to go more than anything, but timing sucks...and money sucks...and sometimes things just can't work out. Anyways, all my girls are our of town. I just got back from camping in Gardner state park today. It was amazing. I wish we could have stayed longer but we had to get back for christmas festivities and such.Which means i have to stay at my parents house at least tonight and hopefully i won't be TOO drunk to drive home tomorrow, but i probably will. We drink wine all day while we cook and wine at dinner and dessert wine with dessert. If you know my parents you know they are wine-o's!
Life is really good. I really feel like i'm surrounded by really positive people in a really positive enviorment. I really should have been in school this semester and i regret not going, but I probably would not have done well with all the nonsense that was going on in the beginning of the semester. GOD I reallllly want to smoke and i can't here. driving me fucking crazy especially since it's so fucking nuts in this house. THE WHOLE FUCKING CIRCUS is here! Marilyn (dads mom schizo for real) Steve (dying ex-heroin junkie alcholic w/hep C who is obviously ALWAYS a problem) Nana ( Moms mom WAY uptight she was really upset that i came to dinner unclean and not dressed up and she's an alcholic too!) AND i don't even have a fucking bedroom. My mom is making me sleep on the couch...which i usually don't mind but i need my personal space when the whole circus is here. EEK...I'll be back at the coop soon! I may stay tomorrow night so i can chill with EM V and LP and MICAH ... I really would like to see all you theater kids too! Please call me! We should all party somewhere together....like my place maybe or at least all get hookah or food or coffee together! I miss you guys!
I'm really excited about next semester! I'm gona make all A's, I'll be a social wrek at the coop (Another girl and I are in charge of throwing sweet parties), I'm seeing a really great guy, I'm living in the most amazing place, and i've got a whole new group of friends who are real friends (not like the last girls i hung out with that ALL messed around w/ryan after we broke up and didn't want to have anything to do with me! Loyalty BAH!) I'm excited about seeing all you highschool buddies too! We should all be hanging out more...
Everyone have a KICK ASS HOLIDAY BREAK! I hope to see you guys around!
HMONAY
Oh and by the way in case you didn't know TV is SO FUCKING LAME. I don't think i ever want to have cable again! I haven't watched TV at ALL since i moved into the coop. Right now my brother is watching the end of the news and there is a guy lip singing christmas tunes and its WAY OFF...watching this is wasting my brain power...
Life is really good. I really feel like i'm surrounded by really positive people in a really positive enviorment. I really should have been in school this semester and i regret not going, but I probably would not have done well with all the nonsense that was going on in the beginning of the semester. GOD I reallllly want to smoke and i can't here. driving me fucking crazy especially since it's so fucking nuts in this house. THE WHOLE FUCKING CIRCUS is here! Marilyn (dads mom schizo for real) Steve (dying ex-heroin junkie alcholic w/hep C who is obviously ALWAYS a problem) Nana ( Moms mom WAY uptight she was really upset that i came to dinner unclean and not dressed up and she's an alcholic too!) AND i don't even have a fucking bedroom. My mom is making me sleep on the couch...which i usually don't mind but i need my personal space when the whole circus is here. EEK...I'll be back at the coop soon! I may stay tomorrow night so i can chill with EM V and LP and MICAH ... I really would like to see all you theater kids too! Please call me! We should all party somewhere together....like my place maybe or at least all get hookah or food or coffee together! I miss you guys!
I'm really excited about next semester! I'm gona make all A's, I'll be a social wrek at the coop (Another girl and I are in charge of throwing sweet parties), I'm seeing a really great guy, I'm living in the most amazing place, and i've got a whole new group of friends who are real friends (not like the last girls i hung out with that ALL messed around w/ryan after we broke up and didn't want to have anything to do with me! Loyalty BAH!) I'm excited about seeing all you highschool buddies too! We should all be hanging out more...
Everyone have a KICK ASS HOLIDAY BREAK! I hope to see you guys around!
HMONAY
Oh and by the way in case you didn't know TV is SO FUCKING LAME. I don't think i ever want to have cable again! I haven't watched TV at ALL since i moved into the coop. Right now my brother is watching the end of the news and there is a guy lip singing christmas tunes and its WAY OFF...watching this is wasting my brain power...