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i basically never update. im sure id have pleanty of things to say if i put my mind to it but i never think to write them all down.
so im semi jobless right now which is so awesome. and im so friggn busy all the time that i dont even know how to fit a job in there but we will see. the boy is working now so he gets to bring home the bacon. haha yay.
i keep getting bit my spiders or something. i have 6 gnarly bites all over me and serge freaked me out and said they were mosquitos and im gonna get west nile.
i have been so unbelievably unmotivated lately. i dont want to do anything. im bored. and being bored makes me angry. so im basically angry at nothing all the time. its lame. i have been doing alot of stuff though, but it seems like just getting to the point of moving is too much. im not sure whats wrong or when exactly it started. im slacking off seriously.
yea so im gonna eat now so i will be motivated to go buy art supplies. i like buying art supplies and i still dont wanna go do it . this is stupid.
and i feel like my brain is rotting away or something. i become continuosly more retarded everyday. and i dont even smoke weed. what the fuck.
i have west nile i just know it
so im semi jobless right now which is so awesome. and im so friggn busy all the time that i dont even know how to fit a job in there but we will see. the boy is working now so he gets to bring home the bacon. haha yay.
i keep getting bit my spiders or something. i have 6 gnarly bites all over me and serge freaked me out and said they were mosquitos and im gonna get west nile.
i have been so unbelievably unmotivated lately. i dont want to do anything. im bored. and being bored makes me angry. so im basically angry at nothing all the time. its lame. i have been doing alot of stuff though, but it seems like just getting to the point of moving is too much. im not sure whats wrong or when exactly it started. im slacking off seriously.
yea so im gonna eat now so i will be motivated to go buy art supplies. i like buying art supplies and i still dont wanna go do it . this is stupid.
and i feel like my brain is rotting away or something. i become continuosly more retarded everyday. and i dont even smoke weed. what the fuck.
i have west nile i just know it