Apr 15, 2005 13:45
This weekend is going to be simply one big party. It started last night with the Pike beach party which was a lot of fun and I'm pretty sure everyone on campus was there. I think me and a few of my friends were the only ones not trashed too. It was so crazy. People were drinkin that I would never guess do that. It was insane. So that was the kick off to Rites of Spring which starts tonight. I might not go tonight though because it's my cousin Ben's first tball game and of course, I can't miss that. I might go to Rites after I get back. I dunno, we'll see. Then tomorrow is Rites to Play and Rites to Play harder and thats just a huge carnival so it will be tons of fun. Then tomorrow night more music and me and Megan are planning on having a little bit of fun, if you know what I mean. Emily's gettin me the hook-up. Hopefully it won't be like Knoxville =) It gonna be so much fun. I'm in such a good mood.
So I've been thinkin, a dangerous pastime, I know. haha thats from Beauty and the Beast. But seriously. I have decided to completely cut myself off from all the guys that I have known in the past. It does not do me any good to keep going in circles like this. I need new guys, ones I don't have a history with. What brought this on you may ask? well one son of a mr. coley. and a rejection by said son. He said I wouldn't notice the age difference, but yeah, I noticed. felt like high school again. yuck. Also, I wasn't gettin any where with the other guys either. So I'm finished. Time to forget about that part of my life, stop living in the past and look to the future. That is what I am going to do. and seriously, this weekend is gonna kick ass.
Well now, I've been good for way too long, found my red dress, I'm gonna put it on, bout to get too far gone...