life goes on, so does others....
I looked over the application for the biggest loser and I am stuck. There are many questions I don't have the answers to. Oh well, I have a month until it needs to be sent in.
On my relationship status... I am getting very miserable being single and lonely. It's depressing to me to read how my friends relationships are. I have kind of accepted I will lead a boring and lonely future life. If I have to email J, text msg him or send voice messages anymore with no response I might as well just deserve his cold shoulder or whatever.
George, the ex-husband, makes me feel so paranoid since he lives on the N.Side. I am afraid of him. My mother says, "You have to get over the fact he abused you!" Well, with having Post-traumatic stress disorder, I can't. So, I live in fear of him. I still haven't gotten the chance to get the rest of my stuff and probably won't ever get the chance. IRL, my friends consist of maybe two friends. One of which can't go anywhere due to Spina Bifida. The other one is too busy in her life to even help me emotionally.
Fuck my therapist. Yeah, seeing him every two weeks is bullshit. But, that is the only place I can get to that takes my insurance. Also, I thought, really thought, I needed another hip replacement. Dr. Mears said there's no reason to have it done. My MRI looked fine in his eyes. So, I get to live with this pain for the rest of my miserable life.
Oh, I wanted to thank my brother for telling one of my Dr's I act like a teenager. Real nice. Remind me not to add you on my will. Even though I am getting all of grandma Bea's antiques. I think I will donate them when I die. Nice to have you and Danielle talk on IM about me.
Also, this is another weekend shot to hell. I was hoping to go to the mega liquidation sale at the expo mart but, of course, can't get there. Hahaha, I'm such a lazy sob.
Last thing.. If you all don't want to read my bitching and moaning, TAKE ME OFF YOUR LJ FRIENDS LIST!
On my relationship status... I am getting very miserable being single and lonely. It's depressing to me to read how my friends relationships are. I have kind of accepted I will lead a boring and lonely future life. If I have to email J, text msg him or send voice messages anymore with no response I might as well just deserve his cold shoulder or whatever.
George, the ex-husband, makes me feel so paranoid since he lives on the N.Side. I am afraid of him. My mother says, "You have to get over the fact he abused you!" Well, with having Post-traumatic stress disorder, I can't. So, I live in fear of him. I still haven't gotten the chance to get the rest of my stuff and probably won't ever get the chance. IRL, my friends consist of maybe two friends. One of which can't go anywhere due to Spina Bifida. The other one is too busy in her life to even help me emotionally.
Fuck my therapist. Yeah, seeing him every two weeks is bullshit. But, that is the only place I can get to that takes my insurance. Also, I thought, really thought, I needed another hip replacement. Dr. Mears said there's no reason to have it done. My MRI looked fine in his eyes. So, I get to live with this pain for the rest of my miserable life.
Oh, I wanted to thank my brother for telling one of my Dr's I act like a teenager. Real nice. Remind me not to add you on my will. Even though I am getting all of grandma Bea's antiques. I think I will donate them when I die. Nice to have you and Danielle talk on IM about me.
Also, this is another weekend shot to hell. I was hoping to go to the mega liquidation sale at the expo mart but, of course, can't get there. Hahaha, I'm such a lazy sob.
Last thing.. If you all don't want to read my bitching and moaning, TAKE ME OFF YOUR LJ FRIENDS LIST!