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[retrochamp]

i am dog sitting these two demons, they are horrible and i have to stay at their house and the dogs must sleep with me, however the are spawns of satan and i hate them, they are pugs and the snot and snort like pigs and they poop and pee every where!!!!!!!!! i will let them out and then they wont go outside, but as soon as they come back in the will go infront of me. at the same time i am supposed to be watching jenn's dog and cats. my mom hasnt decided between keeping the house for a year or getting a townhouse. we dont know what to do because this is all a mess. so at some point in time i need to move out of my apartment and my parents house. i have been working on my closet that ny mom cramed full of crap, im not getting very far.

i got my new car yesterday, i have been driving it to work and the more i drive it the more i find wrong with it. i noticed yes. that it leaks, somewhere in the roof. and then driving home last night i got egged. this pretty much has made me crazy.

i'm sorry to those i havent talked to, i will be honest, it is very hard for me to have a good time. i used to be fun and now i'm just bitter and i feel like nothing makes me happy any more. i was talking to my mom and we have both decided that i need help.

i dropped my class, that's right i'm a failure. i actually dropped it becaseu i didnt think that i could mentally take it right now, i'm just not all there

natalie told me the other day that i keep snapping at everyone and that i dont even notice i'm doing it, and it's true, but it really hurt to hear it, i feel like such an ass, since then i have stopped talking when i'm out in fear of being mean and a whiney bitch

sorry you read this and wasted your time listening to me bitch