feeling horrible
i had fun with michelle last week, we did a lot but i dont feel like going into it right now
my weekend sucked, the autoshow was cool, but brian and i got in a fight and saturday he actually chain-locked me out of his apartment, it hurt so bad that i was crying so hard i could not drive, i havent talked to him since sat night before getting locked out, he wouldnt answer his phone or anything it was just horrible.
real quick explanation, we were going to go bowling with a bunch of us but then jenn decided not to go and so it was just going to be my bro and his friends, so i asked brian if he would mind if i just went so i could hang out with my brother, i also said that if figured that he wouldnt want to go. all he said is fine, why didnt you just tell me this earlier so that i didnt have to be here all night! which hurt because we had alot of fun playing board games and watching monster inc, so it's not like i ruined his night!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i dont even want to talk about it i just want to say that i feel like shit and i miss him and i hate not talking or seeing him, i am only going to wait until tonight to call him, i cant wait longer than that because i think he thinks that i hate him and i never want to see him. since i couldnt get into his apartment i wrote a note and threw it inside. i cant remember what i said but i was mad and sad so it cound not have been good, at the end i did say that i still loved him but my heart was broken. oops broken was not a good word to choose, but you try going to your bfs and then getting chainlocked out (which he NEVER uses) and then not seem him on the couch (which he always sleeps on) bull shit
my weekend sucked, the autoshow was cool, but brian and i got in a fight and saturday he actually chain-locked me out of his apartment, it hurt so bad that i was crying so hard i could not drive, i havent talked to him since sat night before getting locked out, he wouldnt answer his phone or anything it was just horrible.
real quick explanation, we were going to go bowling with a bunch of us but then jenn decided not to go and so it was just going to be my bro and his friends, so i asked brian if he would mind if i just went so i could hang out with my brother, i also said that if figured that he wouldnt want to go. all he said is fine, why didnt you just tell me this earlier so that i didnt have to be here all night! which hurt because we had alot of fun playing board games and watching monster inc, so it's not like i ruined his night!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i dont even want to talk about it i just want to say that i feel like shit and i miss him and i hate not talking or seeing him, i am only going to wait until tonight to call him, i cant wait longer than that because i think he thinks that i hate him and i never want to see him. since i couldnt get into his apartment i wrote a note and threw it inside. i cant remember what i said but i was mad and sad so it cound not have been good, at the end i did say that i still loved him but my heart was broken. oops broken was not a good word to choose, but you try going to your bfs and then getting chainlocked out (which he NEVER uses) and then not seem him on the couch (which he always sleeps on) bull shit