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Ever felt... turned on? Betrayed may be too strong a word to describe it, but it's close to it. It's happened two times to me this month already, and once in hte latter part of last month. What I thought was a close friendship, possibly even maybe a relationship with one, just flat out crashed and burned. Three times in a row, just an outburst out of proportion and completely random topics come up, and then in a matter of seconds it's all turned around. What the hell did I ever do to deserve it? Hell if I know, it's not my mistake, whatever I did. I'm tired of having my damn emotional strings pulled like a marionette, puppeteer'd then suddenly the strings are snapped, and I'm just a lifeless doll left on the stage, no, more like dirt. Well, from now on, if this ever happens again, don't expect me to be my normal self apologize for some shit I didn't do, because I'm gonna bitch right back at you, and I don't care if I lose you as a friend, or whatknot, because whatever happens, is YOUR fault.