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I'm beginning to feel forgotten among most of my friends. All the 40 people on my buddy list, (probably ten of them are just alternate screen names and are ones that are blocked), never talk to me anymore, or get on. I always have to IM them first, and then sometimes they don't respond, say they're busy, or say "hi", and log off, or just never talk after that. Obviously I guess everyone has their own shit to do, but every day. There's twenty people on and not one of them talk to me, except three maybe, (actually one since one of them is hardly on and the other sometimes doesn't feel like talking, but will occasionally). Same thing goes for Furcadia: Most of all my friends hardly ever notice me when I walk through the door, and the only time they notice me "miraculously" is when whoever they were cuddling/snuggling/playing with left. What, you can't talk while you're with someone? Also new friends I have made, I talked with them for one or two days, maybe a week, then after that, it's like they never even met me. They never whisper me and say, "Hey, whatcha up to?", or even talk to me for that matter. I'm just going to start doing the same, everyone is going to have to whisper/IM me first, because I'm not going to start the conversation like I normally always do. It finally got to me, I just had to get it out.