things happen in 3's
Im just going to quickly fill you in on whats been happening with me atm as RL has decided to bend me over and give me what can only really be described as an Ass Fucking in the Way a Mellon fitts into a small hole.
4 weeks ago i had a car accident, it wasnt my fault but the powers that be deemed it to, so as a result i have had no car (that i need for work) as well as being charged for the incident.
Second, i have been sick for over a week with 2 days where i had fevers in the 40oc rang, and have not been able to get out of been or when i have been really unable to function in any real form, this on top of having to attempt to go to work, sick because they have no one to do my job because my arsehole boss likes to have his weekends. Oh and my days are 10hrs long with 1 30min break in the middle.
While this is all going on i was informed last friday morning at 10:30am that i was losing my job due to 'Staff Restructuring' along with over 200 people that are emplyed by the same company. When we asked what was goign to happend they proceeded to tell us nothing and we would be told more on monday. On the monday (this week) we were told agian that we would be losing our jobs and that if there were any questions that we had to put them in writing by friday. When asked about redundancy pay etc we were agian told, nothing cause they didnt know or couldnt tell us. So as a result ive been stressing out about trying to survive in a world that need money to buy goods and services as well as paying for bills for tangable things that are needed to have fun (as in an internet connection and car payments so you know i can actually work)
So as a result ive been feeling like shit, as well as not really wanting to associate with any one, coupled with the unknowing of what is going to happen. Ive started back at uni as well doing my double degree in Comp Sci and Design Studys so i might actually get a job that uses my degree. That and i want to actually get some kind of qualification for my design (self taught) background. it feels natural for me sitting in class and lectures talking about design theory and all that jazz. but i may have to quit due to losing my job since ive ran out of allowance given by the government and i dont think i can get any kind of benifit while im studying that isnt off my own loan. The plan was to work weekends then work over the weekend to support my self threw uni, like i did when i first arrived in dunedin but its all falling to pieces around me atm.....
4 weeks ago i had a car accident, it wasnt my fault but the powers that be deemed it to, so as a result i have had no car (that i need for work) as well as being charged for the incident.
Second, i have been sick for over a week with 2 days where i had fevers in the 40oc rang, and have not been able to get out of been or when i have been really unable to function in any real form, this on top of having to attempt to go to work, sick because they have no one to do my job because my arsehole boss likes to have his weekends. Oh and my days are 10hrs long with 1 30min break in the middle.
While this is all going on i was informed last friday morning at 10:30am that i was losing my job due to 'Staff Restructuring' along with over 200 people that are emplyed by the same company. When we asked what was goign to happend they proceeded to tell us nothing and we would be told more on monday. On the monday (this week) we were told agian that we would be losing our jobs and that if there were any questions that we had to put them in writing by friday. When asked about redundancy pay etc we were agian told, nothing cause they didnt know or couldnt tell us. So as a result ive been stressing out about trying to survive in a world that need money to buy goods and services as well as paying for bills for tangable things that are needed to have fun (as in an internet connection and car payments so you know i can actually work)
So as a result ive been feeling like shit, as well as not really wanting to associate with any one, coupled with the unknowing of what is going to happen. Ive started back at uni as well doing my double degree in Comp Sci and Design Studys so i might actually get a job that uses my degree. That and i want to actually get some kind of qualification for my design (self taught) background. it feels natural for me sitting in class and lectures talking about design theory and all that jazz. but i may have to quit due to losing my job since ive ran out of allowance given by the government and i dont think i can get any kind of benifit while im studying that isnt off my own loan. The plan was to work weekends then work over the weekend to support my self threw uni, like i did when i first arrived in dunedin but its all falling to pieces around me atm.....