Jun 06, 2013 22:38
Just had some thoughts bobbling around in head, reading about my old life. I'm here because nobody is going to read this and the idea of formulating some kind of cohesive thought process and putting it down seemed appealing once again. I lost a very dear friend and my paw paw, I love you Wes and PawPaw, I think about you everyday. I married Megan, my soul mate and I don't even believe in that kind of thing, we had a daughter, Shya, my little angel. I joined the Navy, and am a Torpedomen on a submarine now, only going to be for four years though, but things have changed and I just wanted to talk about it to someone even if that someone is no one.
Life's pretty tough right now, I'm not home very often and I've seen my family 20 days in the past year but being uncomfortable right now will help me be comfortable later. I noticed it's been about five years since I posted anything on this and found that pretty amusing, I wonder if anyone else ever comes back here when they feel nostalgic. It's funny how much your priorities and outlook can change. I never thought even 3 years ago that I could care about somebody as much as I do Shya.
Well it may be another five years or never again but goodnight white text wall.