ninety seven: please hold out your hand & catch me, if i fall into the night.
Stuff that Tisa & Kelson wrote in each of their LJ made me really sit down, stone & THINK about friends & friendship.
These are things that I can easily put into words, & too many a time, it's something so hard to explain, something that's very special which I'm prolly just not able to express with anything at all.
Friends are a very special group of people whom I really treasure, be it the friends I've made & lost, or the friends that are still HERE.
I know I'm never really someone who tells you in the face that I love you or that I care about you, because there's too many times (prolly ALL the time) that I tend to say things that I mean the opposite of.
Friends are people who are there for me, through the ups and downs, through the laughter and the tears. They're there for me to rant and complain to, & they'll always be there to offer me tissue to blow my nose & wipe my tears.
I really can't put into words how important friendship means to me at this point of time. ):
But man, Tisa's one girl who's been with me for like WHOA a long ass time, considering how we actually knew each other in Primary 1 even though we didn't exactly used to play hide-and-seek together back then, & we weren't that close back in primary school. She's been around for me as a great girlfriend for me to cry with. HAHA. We can always share tissues. (:
& Tisa, you're one girl who's grown so much. From the girl in primary school who was still playful & just child-like to the BIG grown-up girl I know now. I guess we've both actually matured a lot, haven't we? & we've gone through dumb things like the duties, & the scoldings that has no effect on us. & I wanna say I really treasure all the moments we've shared together, all the fun we've had together... & I wish we'll still be together when we graduate. I still wanna have a crazy girlfriend to SHOP with. <3
Friends in the past I shall not mention, cos they are deep there in my heart. The memories of good & bad still does remain though, & it pains me at times to think how we'd be right now, if we were still... friends.
Kelson is an even more special friend I'd say. Provided he's a erm... guy, & we've only known one another for 7 months (&counting!). Yes, we do have our secrets that we keep to ourselves, but we're still there for one another to listen to each other's rants. It's just hard to put into words how I feel right now, but I really hope things will work out fine, be it for us 2 or us 3. & PLEASE REMEMBER I'M STILL HERE FOR YOU. :D
Just had to put those in CAPS so that you'll READ them.
Okays, rewind back to yesterday. LOL.
Shopping trip was rather BLAH. Provided how there's practically nothing that caught my eye, nothing that I wanted to buy, with the exception of the pillowcases. Anyways, really had fun hanging out with Stephiee, YanMing & Kelson. It was really err... crazy.
BUT as usual, CC had to spoil my day out. He always does, without fail. ):
However, I shall be a good girl & shuttup about what he'd done. Prolly I was being a tad too paranoid. But whatever, he can shove it & GTH.
I'm trying hard to be happy today, guess it's not gonna work out that easily. I just wish you're happy too, genuinely happy. <3
These are things that I can easily put into words, & too many a time, it's something so hard to explain, something that's very special which I'm prolly just not able to express with anything at all.
Friends are a very special group of people whom I really treasure, be it the friends I've made & lost, or the friends that are still HERE.
I know I'm never really someone who tells you in the face that I love you or that I care about you, because there's too many times (prolly ALL the time) that I tend to say things that I mean the opposite of.
Friends are people who are there for me, through the ups and downs, through the laughter and the tears. They're there for me to rant and complain to, & they'll always be there to offer me tissue to blow my nose & wipe my tears.
I really can't put into words how important friendship means to me at this point of time. ):
But man, Tisa's one girl who's been with me for like WHOA a long ass time, considering how we actually knew each other in Primary 1 even though we didn't exactly used to play hide-and-seek together back then, & we weren't that close back in primary school. She's been around for me as a great girlfriend for me to cry with. HAHA. We can always share tissues. (:
& Tisa, you're one girl who's grown so much. From the girl in primary school who was still playful & just child-like to the BIG grown-up girl I know now. I guess we've both actually matured a lot, haven't we? & we've gone through dumb things like the duties, & the scoldings that has no effect on us. & I wanna say I really treasure all the moments we've shared together, all the fun we've had together... & I wish we'll still be together when we graduate. I still wanna have a crazy girlfriend to SHOP with. <3
Friends in the past I shall not mention, cos they are deep there in my heart. The memories of good & bad still does remain though, & it pains me at times to think how we'd be right now, if we were still... friends.
Kelson is an even more special friend I'd say. Provided he's a erm... guy, & we've only known one another for 7 months (&counting!). Yes, we do have our secrets that we keep to ourselves, but we're still there for one another to listen to each other's rants. It's just hard to put into words how I feel right now, but I really hope things will work out fine, be it for us 2 or us 3. & PLEASE REMEMBER I'M STILL HERE FOR YOU. :D
Just had to put those in CAPS so that you'll READ them.
Okays, rewind back to yesterday. LOL.
Shopping trip was rather BLAH. Provided how there's practically nothing that caught my eye, nothing that I wanted to buy, with the exception of the pillowcases. Anyways, really had fun hanging out with Stephiee, YanMing & Kelson. It was really err... crazy.
BUT as usual, CC had to spoil my day out. He always does, without fail. ):
However, I shall be a good girl & shuttup about what he'd done. Prolly I was being a tad too paranoid. But whatever, he can shove it & GTH.
I'm trying hard to be happy today, guess it's not gonna work out that easily. I just wish you're happy too, genuinely happy. <3