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Aug 27, 2005 17:03

Things worked out. I bought lawn tickets for the I.I.

I'm not preggers. Had a little scare-my period is like clockwork and I was a week late. bDavid would ask me every day: "Did you start yet?". "Nope, sorry", I would reply. He sed he was freakin out. I didn't even want to mention it to him, but he kinda freaked me out the other day. We were in the middle of making love and he stops and looks down at me and ses "If you got pregnant right now, please tell me you wouldn't keep it. The timing would be awful, I don't think we're ready, plus my family would kill me". I looked up at him and sed that I wouldnt and I was really glad he had brought it up cause I had been looking for a way to talk to him about it. He asked why and I told him about me being late.

I haven't been updating like I used to. Kinda sux, wish I had more time to relax and vegg out in front of my computer. I dont have time for mush nowadays. That includes cleaning or sleeping.

Transfered to CalTrans from Graffiti Busters. I set a fire and they threw me out. Gas was on the ground and I set it on fire. It wasn't malicious or even mischievous, it's just my nature to "see what will happen" when I do things. I am very impulsive. My impulsive nature often gets me into more trouble than I can handle/would like.

1st day of CalTrans saw me getting my purse run over by a truck. Cellphone squished, but still works, iPod intact, ATM card disappeared, a pair of retainers (for my ears) lost, all cigarettes but one (my lucky!!!) gone. I left it on the back the hitch for the van and we drove off. About an hour later, I discovered it was missing. We called my cell phone and someone actually answered! He returned my purse, but sed some cookies had gotten squished inside so he had emptied it out. What a nice man. I canceled my ATM card when I got home, no fraudulent charges.

Good Karma. I deserve it. I have been a very good girl and doing many acts of selfless kindness (but back to the "selfless acts", I ges there really isnt any).

I am dirty. I look like I have been rolling around in a tomato garden. Nice, grainy, dark soil from head to toe. You shouldve seen the way the ppl in the Cingular store and the grocery store were looking at me! Hee hee, silly dirty girl, glad I gave them something to brighten their day a bit ;)

I was thinking about bDavid yesterday and I had to grab my chest and stop for a minute. I really do love this guy. It's so weird. *sigh*

must shower

must cook dinner

must clean house

must do laundry

must clean car

must give my son lots of love

(not necessarily in the above order)

damn, I'm happy and things are good!
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