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She was my new best friend; There were two of me now- In the begining I hated her; I didn't know who she was... She lay with me like a dead body; & I was scared because She was shaped like me, Only pale and unbreakable with no complaints. I couldn't sleep, she was so cold. I'd blame her for everything, but she'd never answer... I never understood her stupid behavior! When I'd hit, she'd hold still like a true pacifist; Then I relized she just wanted me to love her; She was trying to help me, She had a slave mentality.
Without me, She'd never exist- I gave her a sole, I gave her my personality. Soon, we began to become so simular, Her body my body, her soul was mine.
She wakes me early, reflecting the sun. She's tidy, she's calm, she's patient, she's strong- She began to take care of me like I had taken care of her... It was now her body, It was now her soul. It's like we traded and time was moving backwards; I hated her, I loved her, We became Equal- We were equal, she loved me, she hated me. I felt her criticizing me inspite of herself, My habits still offended her in some way, Even when I tryed to become her. She's taken me completely.
Without her, I'd never exist- She gave me a soul, She gave me her personality. Soon, we began to become so simular, My body was her body, My Soul was her soul. Now she was the one in control.
I was her new best friend. There were two of her now. I hated me too, Who was I? I lay with her like a dead body; & I am shaped like she was. She can't sleep, I am so cold. She blames me for everything, But I never answer... She says she doesn't understand my stupid behavior! She hits, and I hold still like a true pacifist. She knows all I want is for her to love me, I had helped her, I have a slave mentality.
I was superior, she'd do anything for acceptence. She is superior, I'd do anything for acceptence. I've been keeping her in, and she was resentfull. Now she's keeping me in, & I can't escape.
Without me, She'd never exist- I gave her a sole, I gave her my personality. Soon, we began to become so simular, Her body my body, her soul was mine.
She wakes me early, reflecting the sun. She's tidy, she's calm, she's patient, she's strong- She began to take care of me like I had taken care of her... It was now her body, It was now her soul. It's like we traded and time was moving backwards; I hated her, I loved her, We became Equal- We were equal, she loved me, she hated me. I felt her criticizing me inspite of herself, My habits still offended her in some way, Even when I tryed to become her. She's taken me completely.
Without her, I'd never exist- She gave me a soul, She gave me her personality. Soon, we began to become so simular, My body was her body, My Soul was her soul. Now she was the one in control.
I was her new best friend. There were two of her now. I hated me too, Who was I? I lay with her like a dead body; & I am shaped like she was. She can't sleep, I am so cold. She blames me for everything, But I never answer... She says she doesn't understand my stupid behavior! She hits, and I hold still like a true pacifist. She knows all I want is for her to love me, I had helped her, I have a slave mentality.
I was superior, she'd do anything for acceptence. She is superior, I'd do anything for acceptence. I've been keeping her in, and she was resentfull. Now she's keeping me in, & I can't escape.